A friend of mine sent me the new Carps E.P. and damn....it has been on ever since Monday night. I cannot get over how much they are impressing me with every new release that they put out.
As for this blog, I do not really have a muse; there is nothing that is truly bothering me. I am at a mind state right now in nirvana. A simple place of euphoric elements is what I am feeling right now. It is great that I finally am moving out of my place with my roommate to finally have my own place. The freedom to do what I want, when I want and not have to hear any lip from anyone will be a great feeling indeed. I have thought very intensively about the things in my life that have come to dust as of late and I do not have the same feeling of sorrow or loss like I once had before for years in the past. I would normally feel extremely hurt and often ponder on things and people that were not worthy of my train of thought in the first place. Crying over spilled milk is a thing of the past; it had become a personal trait of mine all too often. It had become a part of my daily make-up as a person, and it seems to have evaporated from my personal and daily life.
Is a friend somewhat that you have to contact more often than they do you; is a friend someone that talks to you when it is only acceptable on their time? Is a friend someone that expects you to be the one to carry a conversation; is a friend a person that is nonchalant in their demeanor when you are dead serious about something? Is a friend someone that you speak to quite often then disappears for days at a time; is a friend someone that hides behind their smiles, jeers, and jokes? Exactly...that's not a friend at all; it's a stranger.
