Overstaying My Welcome

So I'm sitting here in the middle of my room watching my fingers race at this keyboard trying to understand why I am so uncertain with what I am to be doing with my life currently. Why does this thing called "college" seem like a big waste of time? I realize that receiving a degree would be a great accomplishment, but something in me just doesn't have the drive to want to finish. I think that maybe travelling over 3,000 miles to this college in the remote rural land of Maryland from the lively urban California is becoming more than displeasing. I have thought that maybe going back to California to complete my degree might be a great thing for me to do after I have realized that my graduation date has yet extended back another semester. It was projected for this December of this year of 2007, but it's looking more like May of 2008. I am already 22 years old and I feel like I am much too old to be here fraternizing with such young and puerile kids running about this campus, all hormone-raged and such. I was fine with being here at the age of 20, but now at this somewhat stale age of 22, the campus life thing is becoming a bit mundane and annoying. Getting drunk on the weekends for some sort of self-escapism from the bowels of this humdrum campus is getting a tad bit annoying.

Alas! There maybe is hope for me, yeah? Maybe if I sit here and attempt to search for some sort of solace within myself, I can find the driving factor that will give me the ambition to get the hell out of here. Yes! Now that would assuredly be great; yes, sir it would be nice.

I guess that grad school abroad will have to wait a few more semesters, yeah? It's okay; I need to prepare myself for what's beyond the Atlantic anyway.

Reflecting on Maryland.

So for most of you, you already know that I hate Maryland (well...I hate the college I'm at) and it is damn near official that I will not be coming back to this state ever again! I am happy and therefore will be moving back home to Cali where I belong away from this God-forsaken college and state. No more clones walking around me on this level like it is here. Yea...yeah...there are clones through out the whole world, but when you live in some place as undiverse as Maryland, you notice how most of the people here are conformists. Don't get me wrong! I met a few cool people from Maryland, but for the most part, most of them sucked! For the majority of the people I met from here, they were extremely close-minded and ignorant to the world at large. The world doesn't revolve around go go music and PG County. LOL. It's funny how ignorant human beings can be when they haven't been exposed to anything other than what is surrounded around them within their 200 mile radius. Most of the kids I met at this college haven't even been outside of the region of the East Coast. I guess if I had never left California I would be ignorant as well...but oh...opps...that's right...I live in one of the most diverse regions in the world!
P.S. Everything I wrote above is just strictly my thoughts and if you take it up the ass because you're from Maryland, oh well!